my cat wasnt in my room to greet me like usual after work, where is she? :(

eddie told me i had a secret admirer

so i told him that i cant stand jonathan, because he wouldnt tell me who

its jonathon -_________________-

i dont wana deal with this shit

i was really scared, bc i got a message from someone who promised to never message me again a few days ago

i was really scared that he had found me at work.

i just felt frozen all day

i was really scared.

nare-doll:

kimburrit0:

and it’s not like i can talk to anyone about it

because it’s just not like me

and no one wants to deal with a person who has such concentrated dark thoughts

all you get from them is “i’m sorry”

or a freaking “:/” face

which makes me wanna jump off the face of the planet even more

i hate sympathy

i don’t want sympathy

i want someone to listen and not show any emotion or anything

just listen

and then i can walk away and regain my composure

aw fuck,goodnighuigreuiogio